I can not spent another night with this man, please is there anyway I can have my cell switched? If not tonight, which I doubt is happening anyway, then tomorrow for sure.

Grell can we talk, please?


_{(This post feels like déjà vu all over again ^^ )}

I need to see the psychiatrist, now!?

Anybody just up for a conversation?

For those I had spoken to earlier on here come see me in the recreational area.

I have an idea of how to break that wall.


I need to know if there is anyone within this prison that has magical or spiritual abilities? I am mostly looking for those of you that have telekinesis or mind speak. I know a few that do but I am going to need more if this is going to, by chance only, work. Hisoka you might know where I am going with this if you remember the time we synchronized our powers in that warehouse. All I need is a strong enough spiritual connection, it might take more then one person to do it but if I can make that transition to summon I can destroy that wall.

It has been quite some time since last I decided to write on this thing and I don't necessarily care who reads it either. I needed a place to write my thoughts and I don't have any paper to write on so this will have to do.

It honestly feels like it has been ages since my arrival here seven days ago. I have seen people come and then some that have just disappeared, a lot of them being my friends. Does this place really have a time limit for all of us? When will it be time for the next person to vanish and what will happen to them? Where do they go? I always like to think that they are set free from this hellhole but somehow I doubt that's the case. I try not to think about it at times but just recently I was given a wakeup as to just how serious it has become. We are like cattle in a cage, examined and checked for approval and then picked off one by one. The fact still remains the same though, that we have no idea how we got here or what is to be expected next.

As I sit here I can’t help but be reminded of my very first field mission. It’s a bit vague in my memory but I can recall some of it. I had not received a partner yet but the judgment bureau needed someone who was qualified to take up the assignment, I was the unfortunate pick of the litter. Funny now that I look back at it, even though it was so many years ago, why it was I who was chosen. Suicide cases seemed to be my specialty I guess. Anyway, from what I read up on the man he was a well rounded guy who had a lot going for him, a wife , children and a good job. I don’t quite remember the reason for his death but I could never forget the moment I walked into that room. He used the method of the Seppuku ritual. Yet during the act I imagine he had done it wrong and made a terrible mess of the place and for that matter, he was still alive. My duty was to wait for his death and then bring him back to Meifu so that he could cross over after his judgment. The man still could have been saved though it was not my decision to make and no matter how hard I tried to turn it around his time was already set into motion. He might still have been with his family and all those he loved until his death came to him naturally if only I would have acted sooner.

Warden I need my watch back. When I looked through my stuff everything was there besides that so I would really like for you to return it to me. It is not a weapon and can not be used for any form of magic so you can't tell me that it is a considered a contraband. That watch is something that I hold at personal value, I hope you can understand that.

Also I need to have a discussion with you. It has to do with a lot of things actually but most of it pertains to the disappearance of some of my friends here and of my medication.

It was good to see you Hisoka even if the circumstance we were in was not the best. I just wanted to say that you handled yourself well on that elevator. I can’t say how much it is I am proud of you, you really don’t need me to tell you that because somehow I think you have known all along for yourself. Though I'm going to say it anyway. I am so proud of you Hisoka. You know I still smile when I see you walk by me,( You might not notice, but I do).To know how much you have grown as a person since the first day we met. I've always known you were a strong person inside and out and I admire you for that. You have a strength that not many other people can carry. Don’t ever lose that. Don’t let this place or anyone else take that from you.

I think that’s it. Ok, maybe it isn’t. What I really wanted to say was I miss you can we, can we talk?

Tsuzuki

We need to talk.